Today is Saturday. I worked this morning and then came home to the normal everyday. Eat, shower, let Sarah (the dog) outside, watch T.V. I'm frustrated by my routines. I'm bored... I'm getting older everyday and maybe fatter everyday. How do I get out of this pattern of laziness and mundane routines? I want to be outside watching the birds or in a dance studio expressing myself. Screw T.V.- I'm so sick and tired of it. I can feel the years going by and what do I have to show for those years? I do not want to grow old and say, I really wish I had..........